I’ll bet a lot of Moms do that. You know, scream at you to apologize to your siblings knowing that there is no way the apology is heartfelt. It must come from a place of exhaustion and a loss of how to address shitty behavior. Eventually my Mom got tired of yelling at me and did the same thing to me. She put her feet against my back, gave me a good shove and sent me flying out of the nest.